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Ooooh man... [27 Jun 2005|10:49pm]
So i'm not going to update anything really.

I have a job.
Walgreens.
It's really fun. Good location. Great managers co-workers. It's really cool. I'm the yougest with the next one up being 20. It's kind of funny.

other than that...
i just want to say...
hmmmm.....

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on the road again... [27 May 2005|12:31am]
well, i recieved some news wednesday that was quite depressing. Cindy's going away for 6 weeks to take college classes...very sad. And even worse is that i don't know if i'll see her before she goes. Very depressing...i need zolof.

...zolof, i love that commercial, only because of the bouncing "ball". Things that are positive that I can think about are: The chance that I may see cindy on saturday night when we may go see "The Longest Yard". DON"T GO WITHOUT ME!!...por favor. I really hope so. Other things, getting a one on our ensemble is looking pretty good. We have to leave "tomorrow" morning we'll be back saturday afternoon though, or I will anyway. I might be getting a good job soon. To tell you where is kind of embarrassing so i'll keep it on the low for now. But I can't start till monday so anyway.

I just kind of felt like updating and I wanted to say bye to cindy if I don't see/talk to her before she leaves.

Bye Cindy. You're my CBF.

justin

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AFV... [12 May 2005|12:16am]
if you're going to take your hands off the handle bars on your bike, make sure that you can get them back on without crashing. Also, babies with weird shaped heads can be funny and at the same time scary.

House of Wax is a really messed up and creepy movie. I was scared to drive home tonight from cindy's house. i only stoped at 2 of the 5 stop signs that i'm supposed to stop at. *shudder* i hope i don't see that movie to soon. But overall it's pretty good.

Michelle is coming up here soon. Gonna be awesome. I have only 8 more days of school left. This year went by so fast. I mean really fast.

justin

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Love or Lust? [10 May 2005|09:55pm]
[ mood | exhausted ]

The percussion concert was tonight. I was kind of worried about it, but it turned out good. I called cindy and soooort of asked her to go, it was more like me asking if she was going. I wanted her to, but I don't know if she made it or not. It was pretty good. Actually, most of the pieces went a little bad. no one song was perfect. The ones that I didn't play in sounded good, but that's going to be the case because I know if I mess up or not. So the other ones might have gone bad but I couldn't tell. it all sounded good. I guess if i get bored enough i'll watch the tape but right now i'm having interesting conversation with someone right now. But after the concert we had to take everything back. OMG, that was a killer. The risers especially. that's why i'm so tired right now. They're not heavy at first but after you get about half way, man, it's a beast.

I haven't hang out with someone in a long time. I mean, things should get better soon. Michelle is coming up, jessica is done with her scrapbook, i might be able to get yasmin away from sean, and i might be able to start hanging out with cindy again, i miss hanging out with her, alot. it's been a while. But other than that things seen to be pretty good. My grades in my last 2 periods aren't doing to well, the spanish test tomorrow should be a beast. the good news. I'm done with dual-credit. Pretty sure that I got an A in all my classes except for sociology. i'm retaking that one, it should be easier this time. it's unfortunate that I have to take it again though. that's some money right there. double for one class. but i guess that like taking it at a regular college. Alright. Well i'm pretty tired. I'm gonna be on aim for 30 more minutes and then i'm off to bed. talk to you guys later.

justin

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Sombody help me... [07 May 2005|12:37am]
[ mood | depressed, what's new ]

wow, so I don't know what I was thinking when I said I was going to relieve all my stress by drinking and smoking weed. That's really stupid. Going to drugs for problems. Isn't that how people get addicted or something. Don't know what I was thinking. I do know that I usually don't have a life and really need a job before I go crazy. Also I need some more good friends. This is so frustrating. Not doing anything at all. I really wish that there was something I could do or someone I can hang out with. That's why I'm really glad that michelle is coming up soon. She is a really good friend. But my story for my friday night is that I slept. That's all I did. After I went out and got my mom something for mother's day. I'm just fed up with life. How come it never gets better for me. Well, it will for a short while and then it will just explode again. I just need to calm down and talk to someone. I really want to call someone right now but it's too late to call. I woke up at about 11:30 to just kind of sit around. I'm about to go to bed though. I can't believe I wasted a friday night. Sleeping, that's something I don't get to do everyday. somebody help me...

Tomorrow is a drumline sectional and it's going to be loooong. It's from like 8 to 12. Wow, long time. It's all for a concert. Tuesday. So much work has gone into this. It'll all be over tuesday though. Maybe this stress will be gone by then too. I don't know i'll just play it by ear.

Sometimes I try and think about the good things that have happened this year. Which is a lot. I think that some of this stress that I'm having has to do with all my friends that are leaving? Maybe. I mean my best friend is a senior and going off to somewhere that's 4 to 5 hours away. I think I'm just sad and worried that I won't be able to make it next year without her or all my other senior friends. I just need some sleep.

justin

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Can anybody help me out... [05 May 2005|11:51am]
So I've really wanted to do some hanging out lately. Cindy doesn't really want to, yasmin is with sean alot, jessica is working on her scrapbook, Peyton has also been working on her scrapbook and works alot but I haven't talked to her about it much, my guys friends are grounded because they got caught drinking, except for adam who is currently moving. Great life right. So I just get to sit at home with nothing to do. I try and read but I'm just not to the point where it's all that I want to yet. Maybe later. I need a job. I talked to the manager at Golden Corral and he said come back in 2 weeks. So I think I might be in. Hopefully. I need me some money. And also, my life is sucking right now, but at least I'm still living.

justin

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Weeee... [02 May 2005|12:06am]
Well I'm on another high. That makes 2 this weekend. One tonight and one last night. Thanks to 2 of my best friends. I'm really glad that something good came out of this weekend. Friday was a pretty bad day. I said some things that shouldn't have been said. Things that weren't meant. Ugh, it was a bad friday night and saturday morning. Last night and tonight there were some downs but then I was lifted pretty high up there. It was just what I needed. This weekend was probably the most depressing while still one of the better weekends I've had. Bad things happened and good things happened. You know the bad thing, so here's for the good things. I got baptized on Sunday. It wasn't planned or anything. The church just decided to do it that way. Strangely enough it was the day that I had decided to go alone. I owed God (lol, thanks Cindy) something. So that was cool. Tonight I have to stay up pretty late because I decided to make something at the last minute. That and I have a paper to start writing. This thing I decided to make will take until 1 :40 so i've got some time to burn. I guess I'll just sit here and do some stuff while still researching. I'd call some people but it's late. I'm ready for things to turn around for me. This has been 2 months where bad things have been happening. May, sounds like a good place to start. Wow, well I think i'm gonna go for now. I got some researching to do.

justin

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[17 Apr 2005|12:01am]
Michelle is awesome...

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why am I not suprised... [30 Mar 2005|11:03pm]
[ mood | disappointed ]

to me, you're just a phone that never rings...

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Two good quotes... [28 Mar 2005|08:16pm]
here are two of my favorite quotes from the movie spiderman 2...

"everybody loves a hero...people line up for them, cheer them, scream their names...and years later, they'll tell how they stood in the rain for hours just to get a glimpse of the one who taught them how to hold on a second longer. I believe there's a hero in all of us, that keeps us honest, gives us strength, makes us noble, and finally allows us to die with pride, even though sometimes we have to be steady, and give up the thing we want the most. even our dreams."

and

"all the things you've been thinking about peter...make me sad."
"can't you understand. I'm in love with Mary Jane"
"Peter Of all the times we talked of honesty, fairness, justice. A lot of those times I counted on you to have the courage, to take those dreams out into the world."
"I can't live your dreams anymore. I want a life of my own"
"You've been givin a gift Peter. With great power comes great responsibility.....Take my hand son..."

and those are my two favorite quotes in the movie...that's all. I'll update for real later on tonight.

justin

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License... [21 Mar 2005|10:07pm]
I finally get my license. Tomorrow. It's gonna be great. I've waited 8 extra months. I have a 2 week...i can't think of the word. Umm...probation? I can't really drive anywhere I want to for 2 weeks. Then I'm free as a bird. Speaking of birds...

Yesterday Cindy and I were watching AFV and this little kid was playing with his mouse outside and set him on top of his cage and like, 1 second after that this huge hawk comes and picks it up and flys away. It was soooooo funny. I don't know if cindy thought it was as funny as I did, but it was hilarious.

I can't wait for tomorrow, and that's why i'm getting off of here now. I'll update more later.

justin

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hello? [19 Mar 2005|09:54pm]
i don't see many people udating these days...except for michelle.

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Sitting Down to update... [18 Mar 2005|08:54pm]
I got a new car. It's an Eagle Vison. It's alright, better than the geo. Although i was looking forward to driving the geo for some reason. i don't know, I guess I just liked it or something. This new cars cool though. Not really cool as in BMW but cool as in something to drive. Tomorrow I'm gonna get my hair cut. I'm not to sure on how short yet but I'm gonna go not long. Even though I was looking in the mirror today and really liking my long hair but it gets annoying. I don't know...

today was cindy's last day of work at the Bartonville Store. It's pretty cool but where am I going to get all of my free soda?!?! it's craziness. But now she has a chance to make lots of money which is really cool. I gotta start looking for a job. I get my freakin' license in 3 days. THAT'S AWESOME!! I'm so excited. My parents are putting me on a restriction for 2 weeks. The only places I can drive are to and from school and probably to friends house. That's not really like them but what can ya do? It's only for 2 weeks though, then I can go where ever I want to go. It's gonna be cool. I'm so excited. Finally I can drive. It's sweet.

I'm watching CSI right now. I don't really know what's going on because I only look up every once n' a while. Some bomb when off in a building and they're trying to put it back together. And also that nick guy did something with this girl that is a suspect or something. Don't really know what's going on there.

Well as much as I love typing livejournals I gotta go. cya.

justin

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Blargh.... [17 Mar 2005|05:19pm]
I started this livejournal at like 2 then refreshed it a couple of times to keep the time updated then didn't even finish it. I'm so ADD...

I love the movie "The Incredibles". It's so good. Cindy and I watched it...yesterday? Anyway, I'm watching part of it again. I do need to get to bed though.

Wanna know something awesome? I'm getting my license in 3 days. March 22nd. It's gonna be awesome. Finally I can drive myself. Moving on...

I do need to get to bed. On the livejournal I was writing before I was talking about the trip. I don't think I have time to re-write the whole thing so I'll have to do it some other time. Sleep is a good thing. You should get more of it.

justin

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[17 Mar 2005|02:47am]
[ mood | exhausted ]

Here's how the past 5 days have gone...

Went to all the most of the disney parks, some boring others awesome. Went to the 2 Universal Parks which are the coolest parks i've ever been to and hang out at a disney hotel. Along the way I made some mistakes that I wished never happened. All I can say is, Monday was basically the worst day of my life. Maybe, but i'm pretty sure. And that's all i'm gonna say. Other than "Robots" is an alright movie. If you want to see it I suggest that you wait and see it at the dollar theater. That's all...

I gotta go, it's early or late...you decide. I'll update more later.

Justin

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bored as ever... [09 Mar 2005|01:28pm]
[ mood | bored ]

sort of, i've been more bored before. Anyway, there's nothing to do right now. I'm sitting with my CBF. I wish michelle was coming down here soon. 1 DAY TIL DISNEY!! Which building are we staying in? Blarghhhhh...well i think i'm gonna play a game or something. On the computer you sicko...

Justin

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Stressed out... [02 Mar 2005|11:19pm]
I have been really stressed out lately. I think i know why but I can't understand the reason why. Does that make sense. I don't want to say just because I need to keep it to myself but i'm just goin' crazy. I really need to go to bed though.

Halo has just been pissing me off lately. I'm getting worse and worse. It sucks. I get soo pissed off. It just really sucks. And sadly i think that might be adding to my stress.

I think most of it might be because I don't have anyone to talk to. Yeah, i've got cindy to talk to but we never talk on the phone ya know. And I don't have anyone else to call. All these things are just building up and I can't talk about them to anyone. It's 11:22 right now so I definitely can't call anyone. I could call michelle it just rings. i don't know what the deal is.

I gotta get goin though. Today I slept through almost my entire dual credit class. Waking up about every ten minutes just to go to bed again. I have the biggest headache right now. I'm pretty sure it's because I haven't had any caffine today. I wasn't allowed to drink soda because of these new things they put in my mouth. And also, lately i've been very stir crazy. I can't sit still like I used to be able to. Why is all of this happening. But whatever, i'm sure other people have much bigger problems.

Alright, i'm out. Talk to you guys tomorrow.

Justin

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none... [02 Mar 2005|01:04am]
what's up gang. Well today wasn't very interesting, except for the fact that today was my mom's birthday!!! Did you guys know that I share a birthday with Cindy's mom. Haha, it kinda sounds like a "your mom" joke.
"It's my birthday today"
"It's your mom's birthday today"
Something like that. Anyway, the night was kinda boring. I thought we were going to go out to eat or something or open presents or something like that but there was nothing. In a way it's kinda sad. It makes me sad thinking about it. Ya know, I didn't do anything for my "Sweet Sixteen" I was going to but it never fell into place? I'm going to do it soon, but I don't think i'll call it my birthday, because it's about 6 months off. When is my birthday? Who knows? Moving on...

So last night we apparently had homework in mrs. lioy's class? The ONLY person in our class that did it and even knew about it was lauren johnson. Why does she have to be so...perfect I guess. Someone told me today that they couldn't take any more of lauren johnson. I don't rememer who though.

Tomorrow is Smallville! And it's going to be a good one because lois lane's sister is going to be on it and she's super hott. Can I say that? I'm pretty sure but I don't know...

So what's with Michelle saying "Hey, I'll call you later today" and 3 days later and I call her and no one answers. Am I supposed to be getting something. I mean, i thought we was friends. I don't know, maybe she's just been busy this week...

Also, bad news for me. In BOTH of my Dual Credit classes my profesors have decided not to help us out with what's on the test. I'm not sure if they do in like real college, but now it's going to be alot harder. It's due to all the disrespect that we have for the teachers? Weird eh? It's mostly Ally Clardy and "Missa" Hilz. It sucks.

Well I gotta go, I'll see you guys later. But I won't be there til' lunch? I have an 'ortho' appointment. Cya.

Justin

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too much time... [28 Feb 2005|05:51pm]
man I have alot of time right now...

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cancelled plans... [24 Feb 2005|11:04pm]
well turns out my weekend is ruined. I don't have anything to do. Tomorrow I think that i'm just going to be by myself. Saturday night Cindy is babysitting with christi and peyton has to go to this birthday party. That was supposed to be the night we were going to see "Man of the House". I guess Cindy got lucky. But if she didn't want to go I think that me and peyton would have been alright going by ourselves. But whatever...

These last 2-3 days have been cool. Let's see...tuesday night I don't think i did anything important but i think i had a good time. Oh yeah, we didn't have any homework. come to think of it. This whole week has been good. Monday was a half-day in which I wasted by going to hang out with adam callman? It wasn't much fun. But it was just good because we didn't have alot of school. Tuesday was taks and like I said we didn't have homework and the whole day was basically a blow off day. Wednesday we didn't do much either. Math we just kinda sat around doing...something, I don't remember what but it was easy. No work required. Spanish we just talked about a work packet thing. English, watched a movie. It was all easy. Today we worked on a poster in spanish. Had a worksheet in algerbra II but we got to work in groups so it wasn't that bad. Continued to watch the same movie in english and did a lab in chemisty. tomorrow we keep working on the poster for spanish, watch the movie in english, lab in chemisty. it's going to be an easy day. But it sucks because I don't know what I'm going to do after school. i think I might end up by myself, which would suck. i guess all I would really do is sit on my laptop watch a movie or play halo. whatever I want to do...

Also, michelle is my other cbf. Because I can tell her anything...after some arguing and fighting. it's weird but it all works out in the end. She's not getting on aim all this week so i really won't be able to talk to her at all. I think i might call her or she might call me. One or the other.

And cindy is my "ultimo" cbf. She is the coolest person in the world. Even cooler than an 80 year old sky diving...yes, an 80 year old sky diving.

man i gotta get to bed. I'm really tired. I've had 3 cokes...I was on a high for a little bit but then I just got drained of all my energy. But that's caffine for you. It sounds like it's stupid and not true but it is......it's crazzzzzy!

Cya
Justin

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