Justin (freddymouse88) wrote,

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Sombody help me...

wow, so I don't know what I was thinking when I said I was going to relieve all my stress by drinking and smoking weed. That's really stupid. Going to drugs for problems. Isn't that how people get addicted or something. Don't know what I was thinking. I do know that I usually don't have a life and really need a job before I go crazy. Also I need some more good friends. This is so frustrating. Not doing anything at all. I really wish that there was something I could do or someone I can hang out with. That's why I'm really glad that michelle is coming up soon. She is a really good friend. But my story for my friday night is that I slept. That's all I did. After I went out and got my mom something for mother's day. I'm just fed up with life. How come it never gets better for me. Well, it will for a short while and then it will just explode again. I just need to calm down and talk to someone. I really want to call someone right now but it's too late to call. I woke up at about 11:30 to just kind of sit around. I'm about to go to bed though. I can't believe I wasted a friday night. Sleeping, that's something I don't get to do everyday. somebody help me...

Tomorrow is a drumline sectional and it's going to be loooong. It's from like 8 to 12. Wow, long time. It's all for a concert. Tuesday. So much work has gone into this. It'll all be over tuesday though. Maybe this stress will be gone by then too. I don't know i'll just play it by ear.

Sometimes I try and think about the good things that have happened this year. Which is a lot. I think that some of this stress that I'm having has to do with all my friends that are leaving? Maybe. I mean my best friend is a senior and going off to somewhere that's 4 to 5 hours away. I think I'm just sad and worried that I won't be able to make it next year without her or all my other senior friends. I just need some sleep.

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